Realization of Victimization
FROM JAMIE: Just the other day while registering for the Calm Amid Chaos course, I was doing my typical “wishing.” I wished I could go to more than one course a year..I wished I could have 2 Outreaches a year…I wished I could send in Videos for Consutlations as much as possible…..I wish I had a boyfriend/husband to help me….I wished my family helped me and was more supportive …. and then … I had a REALIZATION OF VICTIMIZATION!
I am a single mom running a Son-Rise program for now 10 years plus. I have struggled financially for many years. The last few years have been the toughtest. I am not able to work at the present time to take care of Tyler. I am struggling to pay my bills monthly. So, as i wished and wished and wished daily, one day it finally hit me like a ton of bricks! I was watching the movie Surfs Up and Big Z says ~ “Never Give Up. Find a Way. That’s What Winners Do.” ~ At that very moment I realized that even though I wasnt giving up on Tyler, I wasnt finding a way to get to where I wanted to go for as much as I wanted for Tyler. I was playing the “victim” ~ I never moved! I was waiting for help from someone, from somewhere. I wasnt getting very far being a victim. Ive been somewhat “standing still” all this time. I dont want to be a victim anymore. I am going to find a way to get more for Tyler. To be continued ………